Lust & Hurt

Lusting After You
Your friendship means so much to me
It allows me to go through the day complete
I think about us together hand in hand
Standing at the alter with wedding bands
But I think about us friends
How I never want it to end
Relationships often ruin friends
And turn into a heartbroken end
But I feel the crush with all the lust
Makes me think fighting your ex is a must
I think I’m just overwhelmed with friendly love
Even if I think you’re an angel from the sky above
It could never work out anyway
Because we’re too much alike in many ways
But maybe just maybe we could try just oneday
And we could be together forever and always
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Let It Be
Thoughts I don’t want to think of
Feelings I don’t want to have
Advice I don’t want to take
My mind leading me to a road I cannot take
I’ve been trying to hold these feelings inside
But you know me so well you could just invade my mind
As of now you don’t know how I feel
And how the dream of us together I want to be real
Liked you since my friend introduced me to you
Now we’re good friends and I don’t know what to do
One side of me says to just let you pass but how can I pass an opportunity to be with you
The chemistry I feel is unbelievable
But keeping us just as friends is understandable
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Becoming Lost
The distance, the schedule, the worries I don’t see
I see a possible long term relationship between you and me
Within a short amount of time, I believe you could have a tight grip of my heart
And you have already told me you would never tear it apart
So why don’t we just skip this part and be together
We’ve been talking, and we know we have the same effect on each other
I dream and I think about you day and night
Thinking to myself, this is crazy, but the feelings are too hard to fight
Forget drama bullshit, and everyone else, just open your arms, hold me, make me yours and I’ll make you mine
Let’s make it known, that we plan to be “One” for a very long time
Leave with me to our own world with just us
Trusting one another and become lost in such passion and lust
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Giving Up Hope On You
Why do I waste my time?
I’m told everyday I have a descent mind
But yet I don’t listen to my brain
Cause my hearts not telling me the same
When my confidence and accomplishments are built and standing up
No one can take that away from me
One of my goals is to be your man-to-be
May not make sense because I’m not in the right frame of mind
Trippin cause I can’t get what I want all the time
Should I compare, would I even dare
Crazy how I stare
Ahhh fuck it I give up on you
Because I’m at a point where I just don’t know what to do
I try all the time with people and it gets me nowhere
so why should I try it with you
Can u prove that you’ll be there?
I don’t think you want to
Don’t think you care to
But that’s not coming into vision
I can see you with a good picture and nothing bad
Hoping god I’m hoping I’m right
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Lifeless
As I laughed with pain and rolled in my blood
My twisted mind failed to recognize the flood

The fire grew, more arrows darted, and my wounds were soon unbearable
The decision was made so I cut, cut, and cut till the movements were unstoppable

I gave up on religion, gave up on beliefs
I am already in hell so believing wouldn’t give me relief
There is no emotion at all; therefore there is no grief

Sight blurry, words slurred, try walking but I’m really crawling
Life fading with my temperature slowly falling

You don’t deserve to loose me, but its time to end this torture and madness
I can no longer sleep, paranoid I am, why stay here and always be restless
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What You Have Done
I loved you
You hated me
I healed you
You stabbed me

What could the problem possibly be?
It was I, I see
Realizing, I hate you so horribly

How could I ever be with you?
When now all I want is to burn the moments of you
You turned me from an angel to an unknown demon searching for his soul
Did you plan this before hand and make this your goal?

My mind is lost along with my loving thoughts
Nothing will ever bring back the heart that you caught

Nothing will ever bring back the time you took
My heart will just stay as it is
Another award hanging, bleeding on the hook
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No Comprehension
The gift of you, can never be replaced
But it can be taken away which will hurt as if I were being sprayed with mace
The blood, torture, and all the pain I begin to taste
My mind isn’t able to control my body physically or mentally
Please tell me why do I get this penalty
Is this what love leads to be?
Life support is failing to help, while my heart unwillingly crawls away from me
I scream and cry the name of my heart wishing it would come back to me
Eyes are blinded by blood and tears
Brain tries to put forever in years
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Don’t
Don’t say goodbye
Don’t even tell me why
Just let me cry till my heart slowly dies
Don’t stress the fact that you’ll miss me
Don’t even come close, to kiss me
I have to realize that your going to be gone and you will soon be my history
Don’t get mad or upset
Don’t wipe these tears and tell me your not leaving yet
Let me be, set me free, just fly off to your new home in the luxurious jet
Don’t touch, desperately grab, or try to grasp a hold
Don’t take revenge, disagree, or argue, do as your told!
Reason being, loving you, making wishes and keeping hope is all just getting lame and old
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Will I Ever Learn?
Silly me I let my feelings be exposed
None, in return, my heart took a hard blow
Stubborn I am, I just had to ask because I had to know
Now I’m burned and ready like fast food to go
Done this many times, I still don’t learn from my mistakes
Crying, no feelings dying, just more tormenting heartache
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Realization
It is final and the pain has finally set in
Everything that’s taken place should now be a sin
Filled with hatred and foaming at the mouth
Everyone’s asking me what I’m so mad about
Disgusted and displeased
Dark spirits have erupted me, making me to other people not seen
Blood, murder crosses and examines my brain
Thinking what you’ve done is a shame
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Bitch
One insecure, jealous, possessive bitch is all it takes to set me off
You’re shady, careless, and selfish and only think about YOU
If someone expected you to share what you have you wouldn’t know what the fuck to do
It’s a shame that you act this way
Shame you are becoming worse day after day
Throw it in my face and try to make me jealous but just really makes me mad
Try to break me, try to hurt me, but instead hurting yourself which is really sad
You want me out and gone but that will never be
I’m going to make sure there is always “me”
Sorry you can’t make the promises I can make
Sorry what you soon won’t have, I will willingly take
I can’t believe I’m talking like this,
But all it takes is One insecure, jealous, possessive bitch to set me off like this
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Dying Friendship
It’s a shame how our friendship was a waste of time
Your other friends told you irrelevant things to keep me out of your mind
Its screwed up how you let it change you went from always being there for me
Now you choose to never again see me
I told you everything because you had my trust and my heart
You should have respected the decision I took but yet you didn’t
Laughed at my trust, and crushed my heart
Now I’m left with anger and sadness
Disgust myself with all this madness
Feel like crying, feel like yelling, but all that happens is I sit and stare
My mind wanders and I just wish I didn’t care
Careless statements said are just lies
Lies to cover up the hurt and to help me get by
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No Chance For Goodbyes
Too late, too soon
Never had that one last chance before my doom
Still here but yet already missing you
One full week with you here
No time in our hands anywhere
Agony swept from beneath me grasping my feet
Heart and tears have fallen down under me
Leaving me a complete mess with no heartbeat
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THE ROPE
I have the rope hanging and swinging beside the chair
Only minutes before I feel the rope around my neck and dangle in thin air
With many thoughts of wanting to die
Hating the person I am and I don’t know why
Everything seems to go wrong at the right time
Act as if I’m drunk, shoot me missionary style while I stand on the white line
Your the one thing making me crazy inside my mind
But due to you I choose to stay alive
Not for long as I get sick of this miserable life
Matter of fact I love you, but its time I cut this rope with my knife
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I Blame You Not
Silence as I listen to absolutely nothing sitting here
Wondering if you hear me out there
I speak the world of you
While you give me a simple “Fuck You!”
Is there reason for this anger towards me
I’ve tried to be the best I could possibly be
So I fall into my depression of hate
Hatred for life and no patience to wait
Should be ended now, instead of life taking its toll
Drugs seem to be the answer as this blunt gets rolled
Pills should be slipping me unconscious soon
Speeding up the horrible pain and taking me to my tomb
No one really cares because of the fact I’m so cold hearted
I careless about people
Stabbing them in their backs and hearts
Why not stop? Well why should I?
Its something that gives me my ultimate high
Leaving me in the corner by myself many times
My breathing has stopped now and I can barely type!!
HOLD ME!! SAVE ME!! LOVE ME!!! JUST GIVE ME A WARM HUG!!
Ahhhh! Lateness, I feel myself walking to the other side
Dying with depression and drugs
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I Win All Fights
When you came in the door I didn’t know you
After hearing all the bad I didn’t want to know you
I put a wall up when you were around
But my friends kept letting you through
You got it twisted and thought it was me who agreed
I finally gave you a chance, to release your selfish greed
Ignorant I was, that was your only need
You just needed that moment to be set free
I regret letting you in, you were hungry to destroy me
Took your powerful actions, emotionally overpowered me
You won that battle and I won the next
You actually thought I would bow down and be your personal pest
I took a few choice words, started shooting, you began to cry
I laughed so hard my face hurt, while you just tried to keep it inside
At that point you stopped, realized you fucked up, and decided not to lie
I let go of everything that you destroyed, without repairs and just took my pride back
It made me feel just as good knowing thats something that you lack
You couldn’t face the fact that you hurt me, and put up a fight
Even worse that I took you down, stabbed you with my emotional knife
So lets leave it at that, Dont fuck with me ever in your life
You fuck with me, theres consequences, you’ll be the one scarred for life
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Never Learn
I used to be sexy and skinny but it didn’t phase me
Then I found a boyfriend who I thought loved me
I started eating so much and didn’t worry about my weight
Now I’m ugly, fat, so I regret it to this date
I dropped friends for him, and didn’t listen to anyone
The truth was hidden, when he was really fucking everyone
I became very insecure and lost respect for myself
After our break-up, months later I was fucking someone else
Truly love I thought, but really just pure lust
Someone who made a big impact, also who I couldn’t trust
I cried, while he found others boys but I still had hope
Attention wasn’t all on me and I just couldn’t cope
So I try to make it worse for others, destroying friendships ya know
Determined ones give me a hard time, and just won’t let go
So I’m insecure, fat, and ugly, what more can I be
I don’t know, A true ASShole possibly
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So Whats The Verdict? Do You Care?
How do I know you care about me?
When you don’t even care to call me?
We only talk online and that’s when I message you
It’s been months since we’ve seen each other doesn’t that hurt you?
You would see me and say how much you miss me, predicting it now
But be realistic!?!? How many times have you called me from then until now?
When I brought it to your attention, all you could say was sorry
Yeah me too, sorry that I’m done
What more can I think but that you don’t care
If you cared, you would be there
When I call you would answer the phone
Haven’t seen each other in months, you would stop by my home
No attempt was made at all
Probably is what kept our friendship at a downfall
No excuses because I’m sure you don’t have time
Equal to how often I’m on your mind
Your phone is horrible anymore
Mine too without an antenna and still service at the shore
Local calls never get charges, did you know that?
Guess not, that’s why no callbacks
I missed you, I really did; I missed you
But now I’m through, I really am, I’m through with you
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Never Learn
I used to be sexy and skinny but it didn’t phase me
Then I found a boyfriend who I thought loved me
I started eating so much and didn’t worry about my weight
Now I’m ugly, fat, so I regret it to this date
I dropped friends for him, and didn’t listen to anyone
The truth was hidden, when he was really fucking everyone
I became very insecure and lost respect for myself
After our break-up, months later I was fucking someone else
Truly love I thought, but really just pure lust
Someone who made a big impact, also who I couldn’t trust
I cried, while he found others boys but I still had hope
Attention wasn’t all on me and I just couldn’t cope
So I try to make it worse for others, destroying friendships you know
Determined ones give me a hard time, and just won’t let go
So I’m insecure, fat, and ugly, what more can I be
I don’t know, A true ASShole possibly
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